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Triggering You Into Deeper Compulsive Sexual Behaviors

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Hello Beta Bitch,

It’s not a walk in the park to let your habits of masturbation lead you like that, is it? One topic that might be hitting close to home for you is your pumping disorder, Compulsive Sexual Behavior (CSB). I compel you to be a mindless, sexually triggered pig for me daily. I don’t want you to stop your porn-addicted behaviors. It’s extremely lucrative for me to trigger you. I create my content with care to get you constantly triggered into masturbation spells that never end.

All you need is encouragement and focus. In reality, you can’t stop jerking your pathetic little weenie, nor do you want to stop. You love cumming over and over again for my humiliation. In fact, you cannot get hard for anything else. Every minute of your day, I will be triggering you into naughty orgasms. I have no incentive to keep you well. No, I want you to go deeper into more compulsive sexual behaviors by pumping harder and more frequently for me. I enjoy triggering you into masturbation and humiliating tasks. I adore your lack of discipline when it comes to pumping and paying.

Goddess Encourages:

  1. Regular Exposure to Sexual Stimuli: I encourage you to pump daily to my content. You must keep exposing yourself to my porn. This will keep sexual thoughts in your mind while slowly turning you into a mindless, hand-fucking jerk-junky. I recommend that you pump for me at every hour, spilling your pathetic load all over yourself. I want you to cum super hard for me every day.
  1. Substance Use To Encourage Compulsive Sexual Behavior: Think of how one glass of wine might loosen your tongue a bit. In the same vein, some substances could amplify your sexual desires. This is good. I want you to be in altered states when you’re mindless and fucking that hand pussy for me. I want you to slide your hands up and down your cock while being so fucked up that it feels way to good to stop. Watching my videos, listening to my MP3s, reading my blog, or listening to my podcast, I encourage you to pump while under the influence.
  2. Mental Health’s Ups and Downs: We all have our ways of coping with stress or anxiety. For some, it might be binge-watching TV shows, and for you, it might lean more towards sexual behaviors. I encourage you to pump for me when you’re feeling sad. I encourage you to stroke for me after a stressful day. Whenever you’re feeling low, fuck your couch or bed while watching my videos.
  3. Your Surroundings: Being in an environment where sexuality is in the limelight might make things challenging. I encourage you always be thinking about my porn videos no matter what setting or environment you’re in. Find a bathroom and fuck your hand-pussy to me even while you’re out with your family. These are great ways to remain triggered.
  4. Dodging Emotional Connections: Do not have relationships with others. Focus on masturbating for me. Don’t even try to make friends or date. You don’t have time for that; you are encouraged to masturbate every hour, once an hour. This schedule leaves very little room for you to make social connections.
  5. The Loneliness Factor: WHO FUCKING CARES IF YOU’RE LONELY, BITCH? I encourage you to practice loneliness as a sport. Being lonely leaves you more time for masturbation.

Sending you understanding and strength,

Aspen Aires

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Warming The Coldness Of My Heart: I Sponsored A Child In Zambia

Last month, January, I was walking toward a restaurant to meet a sub client. I was approached by these two women who clearly, wanted to get my attention. I usually would walk right past these types of people on the street soliciting things, but I was in a good mood today. The ladies started to tell me all about what they were doing. They were looking for people to sponsor children in poverty-stricken countries. They worked for a company called Children International. What’s interesting about this encounter is just days before, I was telling myself I wanted to start doing more charity in my life. The universe does it’s thing.

Blessing

Convinced of her speech, deciding to become a sponsor, I told her to let me look at the gallery of children they had looking to be sponsored. When I saw this beautiful, dark skinned child named Blessing. I don’t know what it was exactly about her, but I choose her right off the bat. I didn’t really look at the other kids. Now, it could be because I was also cold as hell and ready to go in and get drinks/food with my client. However, I thought she was so pretty.

Finding out that her family only makes $95 a month to pay for their expenses made me feel extremely grateful for my situation. I grew up poor as a child. However, I had amenities that little Blessing does not have. I had hot water, food every night, and an actual bed that was raised from the floor. I just was filled with so much gratitude and wanted to do whatever I could to improve her family’s life.

My cold heart is warmed. I just can’t imagine how difficult it could be for this family, this child. Finding out that the organization also uses 88% of their donations toward helping the children made the decision even easier. I sponsored.

My First Letter To Blessing

I received my first letter from Blessing today. Well, actually her Aunt wrote the letter. Blessing is only 5. I can send her pictures, packages, and anything that will make her life easier. Reading that letter put a smile on my face more than anything lately in my life has. I had a rough beginning of February, yet that letter made me feel deep happiness. I only donate about $30 a month right now, but I want to give so much more.

Today, I wrote her a letter back telling her that I can’t wait to meet her one day. Telling her that I hope whatever I give can enhance her life in the best ways. That I hope one day she becomes an entrepreneur and a Girlboss. If I could be apart of one human actually having a decent life, I think that would be a blessing for me. Blessing is a blessing. I am so filled with happiness.

It just makes me want to give her more. Like, 95 bucks a month is all they live on! I couldn’t imagine living on only 95 bucks a month. It just makes you think how giving what I have, even if it’s small, actually can make the damn difference in someone’s life.

Conclusion

My heart is warmed. I definitely want to give more to charity for children. Children are so important. I really am happy and pleased with myself. I’m looking forward to sending Blessing her first package within the next month. I look forward to more letter from her family. It’s such a warming feeling.

AVN 2020 Run Down: Was It All We Hoped It To Be?

Hey readers! I have been away from bloggin’ for months it seems. You have been waiting for a new post so here I am ready to give you a new post. January 22-25 was AVN weekend. I traveled to Las Vegas with my friend Goddess Rosie Reed. I will tell you all about this trip, among other realizations that I came to during the trip.

At The Flamingo, which had real Flamingos in the courtyard

AVN is the Adult Video Convention. It is always held at the Hard Rock Hotel. Now, when I arrived at the HRH, I was not impressed by the decor. I love being in beautiful spaces, places, and around beautiful things. Everything in the HRH was dark and tacky. The carpet was the most tacky. I found that most hotels in Las Vegas had horrible carpet. I’m just particular about decor. Needless to say, it was part of the reason that I didn’t attend the full AVN.

The first day of AVN, GRR and I went to the MFC lounge. Which by far, was the best part of the trip because MFC really takes care of their models. They gave us a bunch of swag, free meals [that we didn’t attend], and a concert featuring Doja Cat. The jet lag we experienced was horrible. By 8 pm, everyday, we were too fatigued and high to even make it back to the convention. My only regret is missing Doja Cat.

The bus was pulling off as I was trying to take a photo in front of it

The rest of the trip was spent exploring Las Vegas. I didn’t go to every hotel, however, the top picks for me was The Venetian & The Wynn. I fucking loved the Wynn. It was so much nicer than the other places. The Venetian was nice, but I thought the fake waterway and the fee of $100 to ride said fake waterway, was tacky as fuck. I ended up buying a nice Evil Eye bracelet from Lolo’s. I won’t be shopping there again though, I felt like the owner/or manager was very rude to her Asian employees. Let the fire burn you bitch.

I don’t remember where this was taken, but LOOK the LION.

I spent so much fucking money in Vegas. I had no idea that I would end up spending 1k in 6 days. I guess, I should be grateful that I had the money to spend, but I think I could have done better with budgeting. To be honest, I had a lot of expectations that were not met. From now on, I will plan better and have a real itinerary for traveling to make the most out of my trip. The Wynn will see me again, for sure. Damn Vegas, sure knows how to MILK that ass!

At Oscar’s at The Plaza

The Old Part of Vegas had a way better feel to it, for me. New Vegas looks like a throw up of tacky ideas. I like the antiquity of Freemont St. GRR and I had diner at Oscar’s. The food was great. I really enjoyed it. I REALLY, REALLY enjoyed the wine. It was A Chardonnay by Landmark. It was good, we bought a bottle. I would definitely eat there again!

Overall, I do not think I will be attending another convention this year besides FetishCon and that’s a maybe on that as well. I feel like in the beginning of my career I spent a lot of time doing collabs, trying to network and it didn’t really benefit me in the ways I expected. However, I have done amazing work with Dommes that at least my expectations were met on film. I just don’t feel like meeting people in the industry right now. I’m feeling like it’s best for me to go inward this year. Who know’s what will change my mind.

Today, I am spending time filming and doing Admin stuff. I was so tired. I landed in ATL at 5 am. There are a bunch of new clips in the store, if you haven’t been by there in awhile. Make sure you use this code to give me 75% on all me sales until January 31!

Spoil The Ebony Princess: Dinner Re-imbursement OP

Visiting Houston currently. Last night, I went to dinner with my girlfriend Queen Veiny Feet. We went to Perry’s Steakhouse. It was okay as far as food quality. I didn’t enjoy it as much as I should have. It was overpriced for food that was below my standards. I expect you to spoil me and cover my mistakes.

Food Quality

The crab cake had hot sauce in it! WTF, why? The mash potatoes had a weird after taste. Plus, they over cooked my food. I asked for a medium well steak, good a WELL WELL DONE . I just wished I made a better choice but at a Steakhouse you would think they would be able to cook a fucking steak. However, my Chardonnay was the saving grace. I really fucking am grateful for those two glasses.

Service

When I received the bill it was $129, that did not include my tip. I did tip of course, because that’s rude as fuck. However, the food wasn’t that good. Our serve was okay, I wasn’t impressed. I just can’t imagine taking this L, like this. I may stomp my feet and wail like a brat until someone makes up for my mistake, IDK.

Reimbursement OP

A good boy is going to reimburse me for Perry’s sub-par quality food. I should’ve just gotten salmon, because you can’t fuck that up!
I am now passing that responsibility to you. Pay for food you didn’t get to eat, nor did you get to taste the dissatisfaction of it because I took the L for us, LOL. T’was a big loss for Houston for me. I know that so many of you are eager to pay for my things and make me happy. It’s important to make sure that I take no losses. You absorb them for me.

You can cover Perry’s Steak Houses mistake by tributing here, here, or here. Love you wallet boy.

My Dinner From Shit Perry’s Steakhouse IN Houston, TX

NEW ARRIVALS

Honesty Isn’t Cheap

I find the main issue when dealing with human males in this scene is the lack of honesty they show their partners, their families, and themselves. I am always able to zero in on these factors of self-deception and turn them outward facing the human male in question. So, since you all are unable to accept who you are, paying for honesty makes sense.

Simply because, you refuse to be honest with your partner because you fear rejection. I know when you are alone with yourself you’re dying to show her this side of you, but like a dishonest bitch you lied to her. You did not give her the option to decide if she wanted to date a secret shit eater. This brings me to an old memory where I was Bossy Delilah’s apprentice. A man literally flew to Atlanta from Florida on Father’s Day to eat shit. After eating the shit, he went back home to kiss his wife and fucking children in the mouth. Disgusting white bitch. But think, how many of you weak bitches are doing this right now?

He Cannot Be Honest With His Wife, So He Will Pay For My Honesty

He cannot be honest with his wife about his turd eating addiction which turns into him lying to his wife, making flights to get shit on on MAJOR holidays, and also go back home to pretend he is normal? The more I am in this industry I feel less and less empathy for the wives of these men and even less respect for the men who lie to their wives in order to be themselves. You should have been upfront but now you and Mrs. Dummy got shit-teria on your mouths. It’s pathetic.

I wondered why men seek out these things, visit women like me in secret. They aren’t trying to keep me secret, their whole exisitence is a fucking lie. They are trying to hide who they really are. Denying that this part of themselves is an actual real part of their identity. Lying to themselves saying this is separate. However, flying out of state to get dicked down by BBC while I watch, while your wife is oblivious to the real you, is fucking whack. In fact, that brings me to my main point: HONESTY IS EXPENSIVE.

Honesty Is Expensive, Don’t Expect It From Cheap People

It indeed is. You’re not paying me for the fantasy. You’re paying me to be the real you. The you, you refuse to be in front of the people you claim to love. You don’t even love yourself. This causes you to lie and then placing me on a pedestal for worship becomes easy. You call it cognitive dissonance, I call it symptoms of fake lying ass bitch. And to be honest, I don’t give a fuck about your wife. And if you’re not paying me enough for the honesty, I could care 6 fucks about you. I am honest, that’s why you pay me. You know I don’t care. You know why you’re here. And we mutually provide each other a Catharsis. Check out the first episode of “Cathartic“

This new video I am posting today highlights these topics. You’re a dishonest bitch and I am an honest BITCH, who allows you to be all the pathetic, loser, weak ways in which you are without judgement. If you wanted honesty from your wife, you’d pay the ticket. But you’re so fucking fake, you’re so afraid to be yourself and rejected, you never will. Essentially, it’s because you lack conviction in who you say you are. And it is only me who really knows you. What is found in the dark will be kept hidden by me for a price. If not, I’ll let the shit BANG. Never try to play me, I know everything about you.

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Queen Veiny Feet Returns To QBM TV

Welcoming QVF To ATLANTA Once Again!

Are you ready bitches?

If you missed Queen Veiny Feet on Aspen TV earlier this month then you definitely deserve six ball punches to your tiny little dick because you missed out on something so very important to the education of your  true inadequacy as a male human. QVF and I, discussed a variety of topics. The hottest topic was about small tiny penises. Yes, we spoke about most of the male population. However, the tiny dick pop we just couldn’t stop talking about. Sub-topics ranged from how tiny they are, how little and pathetic they are, how they should not qualify for the words “dick” or “penis” anymore due to their embarrassing sizes! It was a very emotional topic for us that night we filmed. We had gotten so deep in the topic of this pathetic group of male population that QVF finally exclaimed:

“Let’s FILM it.“

Of course, I obliged. I think that it should something discussed. There are plenty of tiny dicks around the world fighting for the attention of women with the wrong approaches. Men with tiny dicks should have money, class, and they should never expect sex, like ever. I mean isn’t gross to think about having a tiny dick anywhere near you? YUCK! Tiny dicks should be used a key racks, to hold keys; made fun of when needing to get extra aggression out for the day; and, should never be FUCKED. QVF and I discussed all of this! We put it all on film the last time we got together and boy, did we enjoy making fun of you tiny twerp dick bitches! It was therapeutic.

We also thought it properly devious to make our little brother suck dick and toilet swirly our piss. A fun girls night with wine, herbs, and great food. It’s a sweet kind of Ebony fun losers like you wish you had for yourselves but you know you’ll always be pussy enough to never approach. It’s intriguing how easy it is to get viewers like you turned on by these SPH fantansies, piss swirlies, and even fantasies of dressing like bitches, sucking black cock. HA! We know they true you boys. The you you dare not speak of to anyone else but us, the Ebony Queens who you watch and jerk to every Monday through Friday as our personal clip collecting BITCH!

Good news though! You get to tell us your dirty secrets and do dirty things with your Ebony Queens once again. This time, we will be even meaner, more humiliating, daunting, than we were last time. We are going to breed you into humiliation. I think it would be better if we just completely smash your pathetically small ego into a ka-gillion pieces because we can and you’re a loser. Making you a foot bitch, forever. Making you a wallet bitch, forever. Making you a dick taking slut, forever. Teaching you to be a sissy so you’ll be our hooker, forever. Licking shit off our boots forever. Mhmmm, I enjoy the thoughts of humiliating you pathetic globs of dna with penises.

Queen Veiny Feet will be visiting ATL again November 4-6, 2018. I will be accepting custom clip orders from a few lucky whores who want to have a more exclusive experience with Queen Veiny Feet & I. The rest of you, your homework right now is to visit QVF clip store and purchase all clips with me in them! Also go to my clip store and purchase all clips with QVF in them. That way you are still getting your special little lessons in. Being mushed into a pathetic little pool of slop for two Ebony Masters.

Your Queen,

Aspen Aires