Regular porn does nothing for you anymore. Your dick can’t even get hard to watching men fuck women or women sucking dicks. Even Bukkake does nothing for your depraved mind. What you desire is to be on the brink of self-destruction by sending all of your money to hot black women online. You can’t stop this. You don’t want to stop this. You have a need to be used for everything that you have. It’s so arousing for someone to call you their pay pig. You get off like nothing else when black women talk down to you and demoralize you while happily accepting your money. If you indulge in anything related to humiliation, it leads you right back to findom hell. You can’t even watch actual porn without searching for keywords like findom, pig, goddess, or loser.
Deep down inside, you love feeling powerless. You love being on your knees, giving everything you’ve worked for to a woman who is better than you, hotter than you, a woman who will never fuck you. In fact, I think you have a denial fetish more than you have anything else. The denial of a woman who receives payment from other men solely because she is attractive arouses you. You masturbate while oinking into the phone, never communicating actual speech. And even if you do watch regular porn, it is only to entertain your fantasies regarding the attractive woman comparing you to the man she is actually with. She’ll never have sex with a pay-pig loser like you. And then it goes over and over again: the feelings of wanting to be humiliated, pain, shame, and jerking off. Trying to stop and then going right back to paying. You love throwing away money for the sake of the dopamine that findom gives you. You do not care what it does to your mental health or self-image because you thrive on your own self-destruction.
Cheating on your wife arouses you uncontrollably. Thoughts of being unfaithful cause the blood to rush to your cock instantly. I plan on helping you with cheating on your wife. I will even give you a “cheating on your wife” plan. I encourage you to create a Tinder account, swipe through the attractive people, and choose someone to hook up with. That way, you can practice cheating on your wife. This process will help you get more comfortable with being unfaithful. You can finally indulge in the pleasures you hold secretly with other women that aren’t an option with your wife, like pegging.
The thrill of putting something you value in jeopardy is intense, and it’s time we tested your fucking wits. Put yourself in a position to get very close to getting caught cheating on your wife. Cheating on your wife, the woman you value and adore on my orders, is so entertaining for me. Fortunately, that is your purpose—to entertain me. What’s more entertaining than using my power of seduction and suggestion while putting you in situations that can impact your life interminably? It’s the agony of losing something so near and dear to you that causes you to keep putting yourself here at my feet, begging to cheat.
Cheat on Your Wife Tonight
Extremely alluring is the notion of being coerced and compelled to cheat on one’s spouse. A beautiful goddess like me directing when and how you will cheat on your wife and overpowering you is your sexual weakness. A desire that burns within you. You melt under this level of control. The act of actually cheating on your wife for a powerful seductress makes it even more hot for you. An act your wife will never understand. She can’t make you bend and break the way I can. She isn’t me.
While you’re on dates with other women, you will be required to do exactly as I direct on each date. You will only be allowed to cheat on your wife if I sanction the action. I will pick the women you’re dating, and you are required to go on these dates twice a month. In between times, you will be required to worship me behind her back, even putting yourself in positions where we may get caught because a part of you desires for her to know you’re cheating on her with hot black women.
Your Fantasies of Self-Destruction and Loss
You crave self-destruction and loss. As a husband, you know you have a good life, a good wife, and an easy life with your family; however, you deeply want to destroy it all. Putting your life at risk like this is a challenge for you. You’re a fucking craven bastard. You need to feel like you’re going to lose it all. Luckily for you, I desire to destroy everything you hold dearer than you. It is why I am forcing you to fuck other women behind her back. A man like you loves playing with fire, and this is why you have fantasies about cheating on your wife.
Now, how fucking hot would it be if you got caught one night worshipping my perfect pussy and she also found your Tinder account as a result? The possibilities we have for wrecking your home could be endless. I encourage you to push yourself toward destruction for me because that is what you truly desire. As a daredevil at heart, you understand that this is the crucifix of loss for a husband: losing his wife. A man like you likes to gamble. So, cheat on your wife over and over until it’s so close to being revealed that you explode.
Have you ever considered using poppers to enhance your findom experience? I’ve heard from other subs that it is quite the limit pusher. Pushing your limits and extending yourself demonstrates your ability to be malleable to my suggestions. In addition to this enhancement, it makes you even hornier when you’re spending recklessly while intoxicated. In the past, I have had subs pay me 4-digit tributes while huffing on cocaine. This particular sub called it “Sissy Potion”. He was a white, 60-year-old sissy who loved snorting coke and overspending. He was one of my favorites. I was disappointed when he decided to get sober. It was a shame because he wasn’t as fun of a sissy sober.
The Intoxicating World Of Poppers
So, what are poppers? Poppers is the street term for alkyl nitrite. Some gay communities typically inhale poppers and use them to increase sexual pleasure. I am recommending you purchase some today and test its effects. Think of this as an experiment for the both of us. I have had very little popper bitches. Most slaves that I find are into altering their minds with coke or alcohol. However, I feel that poppers will make you more suggestive. I want to see if we can turn you into an ass-fucking pay-pig in one night?
This chemical inhalant has piqued my curiosity after reading about it’s effects on Reddit threads. Sentiments about poppers are that they make you expand a hole in your wallet because you get so fucking horny. One even mentioned that they would send double time while on snuff. An experience you deserve to have as you love stroking hot, bratty ebony porn and sending. In this experiment, we will do a live session. I will take notes on your behavior after each sniff to see how far we can take it before you beg to blow a hole in your wallet just to cum for me.
A Poppers Experiment
I want to monitor how horny you are getting on this “jungle juice”. Why pump sober when you can enhance your stroking session with mind-altering drugs? It doesn’t seem fun to masturbate sober. I do not want this for you. I want you to be completely booted up to the sky when you squirt your loser juice for my ass humiliation and perfect asshole clips. I want to see the look on your face when you send that 4-digit amount just to burst for me after 90 minutes of edging. Yes, the experiment requires that you edge for me for at least 90 minutes while huffing sissy sniffs.
During this experiment, you will also need to play with your holes for me. When you experience anal pleasure while high on poppers, I’ll be watching your reactions. I promise that if this is your first time getting your ass fucked, I will go slowly. It is also required that you undergo multiple anal training sessions before starting our Poppers journey. You must have your camera turned on. It’s acceptable to cover your face if you choose; just get a mask. Ensure that you have five different sized dildos, starting with the smallest. Don’t worry if you don’t have this; we’ll find another way.
Safety First…
I want to discuss more about the effects of poppers before you begin this journey because the most important thing in BDSM is safety and knowledge. Poppers will consume your mind and entire being once you begin. It will render you weak in the knees and short of breath, according to threads I have read from other popper-pumping addicts who enjoy spending money while inebriated. Poppers will also provide you with momentary muscle relaxation and euporhia. This is good because you should be relaxed, dumb, and malleable when we are performing this experiment. We will be using these inhalants to amplify your most carnal desires.
I do not want any of my devoted little bitches to suffer in such a way that it will prevent them from enjoying their time with me. Poppers may cause headaches, intoxicating dizziness, and fainting spells if you suffer from high blood pressure or have heart issues. DO NOT ATTEMPT! If you do, this is at your own risk. Poppers can also sear skin due to the chemicals that they possess. Please always use your fucking brains before engaging in mind-altering substances. I am your domme, not your doctor. The legality of poppers varies from state to state. In certain domains, they are deemed permissible, while in others, their trade and utilization are tightly controlled or unconditionally prohibited.
Hello, Subby, it’s No Nut November! This month, you will demonstrate your ability to display discipline by abstaining from your addiction to orgasms. It’s seldom that I grant you permission to squirt loser juice from your cock, but this month is traditional! This month is a religious male loser month holiday. Men understand that they are biologically wired to pump their cocks at all hours of the day. Men understood this so well that in 2010, males began this special holiday month, No. November.
What Is “No Nut November”?
No Nut November became a trend on forums like 4chan and Reddit (I love Reddit threads!) in 2010 as a challenge call from men to other men to stop pumping their cocks into porn for 30 days! It is not known who is the originator of this holiday month, but I have found an article stating that in November 2017, a user by the name of Yeeval created a set of rules in the subreddit ‘/r/nonutnovember’. Apparently, NNN started as a funny meme. Now, 13 years later, men are participating in this challenge worldwide.
However, there are some males who are not fans of shunning “no nuts” and their precious porn. Some males have posted in some forums that No Nut November is overhyped and that shunning cumming doesn’t work. There are also some men who claim that NNN is immature and that men who participate in the holiday are “stupid”. Not all men are interested in practicing semen retention to expand their self-control. But as my devoted submissive, you are required to practice self-control and how to orgasm under my supervision. My training teaches you the importance of only cumming when directed by me.
No Nut November is a celebration of this. You will take a break from stroking for 30 days, and since I have trained you so well, it will be simple. Staying disciplined with this NNN is important to avoiding the depression of Pos Hoc Nut Clarity. “Pos Hoc Nut Clarity” refers to a state of clear, rational, and sometimes profoundly different thinking that some individuals claim to experience immediately following sexual climax or ejaculation. The term is often discussed in a humorous or colloquial context and is not a medically or scientifically established phenomenon. However, feelings of shame, depression, and self-disgust also follow PHNC. I recommend avoiding PHNC by continuing to edge yourself until you are directed by me to cum. In this way, you avoid triggering yourself into shame until you become more comfortable with your male human desires.
Next Steps…
If you are new to my training, please refer here to start your training in PHNC avoidance. The purpose of my training is to rewire your brain into a better bitch for me. Use NNN as a month to begin your journey toward being guided toward discovering your real self while expressing your deep devotion to me. I would like to suggest that during this month you are required to edge your cock to my content until you find yourself wanting to burst. Since it is NNN, you will not be granted any orgasm, and you will be required to pay tribute as a way to keep you on track this month. Outside of NNN, you are allowed to edge until you cannot hold your male juice anymore and to empty your balls. In November, this is not possible. NNN is a religious holiday for all of my beta devotees. I require complete discipline.
This month, you are absolutely allowed to stroke your cock and play with your asshole. However, reaching climax is not allowed. You are absolutely forbidden from climaxing. Remember your goals and what we are looking to accomplish here: your obedience. If you are needing further guidance, read the contents of my blog, watch all of my free videos here, or if you really need to forfeit at any time this month, you must pay $800. This sacrifice must be made in order to continue contact with your goddess this month and to provide tangible evidence of your failure that you can feel. I adore creating punishments. This month, I will show no mercy to cowards and quitters.
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