The other day I had a list of all the content I was going to film. During filming, I broke my damn tripod! Now, it’s an easy fix but I had to get creative as fuck! Tape! So, because I broke my tripod I had to freestyle content. The results, I am happy with. I am very happy with this new clip that just released yesterday. I have not created previews for this yet.
I went back to camming this week because I have a big goal I want to complete and I want to finish paying my credit cards down! Jesus fucking Christ, I feel like I have been paying my debts forever! Fortunately, the most of my loans are school loans and a car note. “Good debt” essentially, but I truly am looking forward to never paying credit/loans shit for awhile. Why is being an adult so hard? Yet, so much more fulfilling than being a child?
I appreciate all the support. To be honest, I do not have a lot of problems. I am not miserable. I think the most annoying thing that happened this week was breaking the tripod and Bagel. He is still a puppy so I am learning a new level of patience with him. Good thing is, he learned potty training very quickly. Overall, I am happy that I have him.
I feel like we have finally gotten into a part of the year where things aren’t moving as fast. I feel like we were in February forever. It was a great month for clip sales on C4S. We almost doubled our monthly income! One thing I will never, ever neglect to do again: looking over the data. However, it does get boring filming the same things over and over. So, I have to mix it up. This week, feet have been put into the mix. Next week, we rotate back to Blackmail. However, every week is toilet training bitch!
I feel extremely confident that this year is going to be the year I finally get to 100k! I almost didn’t notice how close I was because I was not looking at the data. I also decided that I needed way more money. Working from home is expensive. I need to be able to go outside daily. I need human interaction, frequently. I also, love cooking oxtail and expensive fish. So, here we come 100k because being me is damn expensive. I am looking forward to meeting the new fans along this journey.
April, next month, I am starting school in Esthetics. I am super excited to start this new path. Skin care, lashes, etc will be very popular. I also wanted to change my customer base. Working with men so intimately can be emotionally and mentally draining. Working with women, will of course, be different. At times, I am sure it will feel more fulfilling. But I will not leave my butt bitches to the wind. Yes, my career as a Pro-Fetish Producer is stressful at times, but it got me to where I am today! I probably will never leave it completely. Why would I leave you? You haven’t paid me all the money you are going to pay me yet, haha!
As I write this, I am sitting in an oversized “Coke” sweatshirt, looking at Bagel and wondering what the fuck else I have to do. I feel like I always have so much to do. By this time next year, I will be adding an assistant. This shit is a lot of work guys! The work that no one wants to do, which is admin work. I do a lot of it. Every week I’m printing out progress sheets, keeping track of this and that, paying for shit! You fuckers better appreciate the shit I do! I do not think a lot of “fans” understand how much work goes into this shit behind the film, behind the cam session, behind the in real life session.
Speaking of IRL sessions, I am back to accepting sessions. However, you must be COVID-19 tested, have no traveled out of the state for the last 30 days. I am also accepting only foot worship sessions and select BDSM sessions at this time with select people. To book with me please email me at hailblackmamba@yahoo.com. I require screening. I do not care that you do not want to give your ID. Bitch, you will not be seeing me. My safety matter more to me than your $500.00. Trust me. I have done very little sessions over the years, I can count on both hands how many I have done. I have always wanted to do more, but people do not meet my standards. I also prefer sessions where I have creative control and I hate the fantasies men have. I rather film them than to perform them. I’m weird like that. Keep that in mind before booking.
