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  • I Wrote A Pretty Great Novel But Didn’t Really Talk About It

    I Wrote A Pretty Great Novel But Didn’t Really Talk About It

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    Last year, I wrote the first book of my novel, Secrets Between Us, and self-published it online. I was very excited about this book. It is a great plot with fucked-up characters that you start to feel for, and it has several steamy fuck scenes that would make the ready squirm in their seat whilst reading it. But I didn’t tell anyone about it. Yes, I did post it on my social media pages and tell some of my fans, but I didn’t talk about it for more than a few weeks. I think I know why.

    As I began to write a new novel, completely putting aside continuing the second installment of the SBU series, I thought about my first novel. Why didn’t I tell anyone about this novel? Why didn’t everyone I know or talked to know about this amazing short novel I wrote, illustrated, and published myself? And the answer is right in my throat! I didn’t think anyone would care about my erotic novel. The novel has 4.7 stars on Amazon right now. And yet, I surmised, with no evidence, that no one would care about my work.

    The Imagination Prison

    It is a realization of how I put myself in this imaginary prison of what I am allowed to do and what I am not allowed to be. It makes me realize how much of my identity has been Goddess Aspen Aires, Empress Lahari, and Queen Black Mamba—that my imagination has been so concentrated there, that I didn’t think making room for other worlds would be nurtured. However, this is not true. I am an amazing storyteller. My new novel is more sci-fi than erotic and is a testament to my storytelling.

    All this to say, dear fans, a change has happened to me. I think it is because I have been away from the noise of social media and its unending provision of thoughts that I can create space. I can admit that I have spent so much time with imposter syndrome, neglecting these creative parts of me because all of my energy and identity have been invested in the story of Goddess Aspen—her story, her lore. There is no real humanity in that, no real existence in being so one-dimensional.

    In Retrospect…

    I want all of my fans to know that while I enjoy this character I have created for you, there is a puppet master behind her. I trust that my true fans are intellectually esteemed enough to swallow the dichotomy of that reality. So, with that trust that I now have in you, read my fucking book! Haha! I will remind you to get my first novel, which will be completed soon, sometime in the future!

    As for the new sci-fi novel I am writing, if you have been paying attention, there was a brief time I started making sci-fi porn audios. These audios remind me of the creative time I was in, and I made these around the time I wrote the first book of the SBU series. If you would like to listen to my sci-fi porn, click here, here, and here.

    The novel I am writing now will take much longer and will be written under a different pen name that I will not be disclosing at this time. However, my hope for this particular novel is for it to become a movie because it is integral to the times we are living right now. Who knows, we may be able to travel to the stars one day. Hahaha.

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  • I Keep Cheating On My Rich, Subby White Boyfriend

    I Keep Cheating On My Rich, Subby White Boyfriend

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    For the past year, I have been dating a rich white sub from NYC; everything has been pretty great, but I am cuckolding him! What is wrong with me? I found myself consuming so much BBC porn while he was away on long business trips that I couldn’t help but crave big black cock again. Do not get me wrong, my subby white boyfriend is great! He is successful, he makes lots of money, he spoils me, he is kind, he is open-minded, his cock is 8 inches, and he has a high EQ! But you know what he doesn’t have? A big black dick!

    How I Started Cheating On My White Boyfriend With BBC Again

    I have been filming with Stu Worships since September 2024. I was in collab mode, making so much hot content with models in the Atlanta area, and stumbled upon his foot worship page. Upon seeing his content, how well he sucked toes, and seeing models I have worked with in the past featured on his page, I reached out. The goal was to record fire-toe-sucking content for my fans, not to be bent over cheating on my fucking boyfriend!

    During our first collaboration, we had crazy chemistry! Our first clips were hits amongst my fans and sold very well. So, this prompted me to create more opportunities with him to make more magic for my fans. My boyfriend was very understanding and did not feel insecure about the footage. His response was surprising to me. It made me feel like I could push some of his limits. In my mind, this was permission to fuck Stu. Why else would he be so cool about it? Of course, this means he wants to expand our d/s relationship dynamic with BBC!

    I Plotted On His Big Black Dick For Three Weeks…

    I allowed three weeks to pass before I scheduled another collaboration with Stu. Cleverly, I planned our collaboration when my white boyfriend, who thinks I am a perfect angel, would be out of town on an extended business trip. I made sure to treat my boyfriend with my black pussy before he departed for his plane because I did not want to raise any alarms. He was aware that I would be filming with Stu that evening, but I feel like men know when their woman is up to no damn good. And I was up to no damn good. His Uber hadn’t left the driveway completely before I began preparing myself for the fuck I was going to allow Stu to give me. Thoughts of his BBC penetrating me once more were overwhelming me.

    Stu was also none the wiser of my ulterior plans. In his mind, we were filming more foot content. He had no idea that I had been plotting on his big black dick since day one. I couldn’t help but see its imprint in his sweatpants during our first encounter. I knew that I could bait him into fucking with me with his girthy, fat black dick. I was not thinking about the suffering I would cause to my white boyfriend for fucking my co-worker because the urge and desire for being stretched by BBC was too great to ignore! I now understand the plight of the white sissy bitch. The cravings for black cock overtake them! I am more empathetic to those white sluts now more than ever!

    Find Out What Happened When I Finally Got To Stu’s

    This clip is 16 minutes long. It is currently available on three platforms: Manyvids, Clips4Sale, and SextPanther. Initially, I was not going to post this clip because I had a weird response from a “fan” just by the previews I posted on my currently deactivated X account (another blog post, another time). However, I had time to think about it, and I enjoyed making this boy/girl scene with Stu. I orgasmed so much while making this. Stu Worships is amazing to work with! I am open to filming custom video orders with him. These customs will be pricey just by the nature of the content. I hope you all appreciate this first b/g scene and bring it to number 1 in the Cuckolding category on Clips4Sale!

    Video+Phone+Calls All In One Place? Goddess, You’re Lyin’

    I used to love Niteflirt’s platform. However, lately, I miss messages from my fans or calls aren’t coming through as frequently as before. I have made so many wonderful fans on that platform that if you are reading this, I want you to consider this: moving over to Sextpanther. Sextpanther has an app. With this app, I never miss any alerts from my fans! I am connected directly to you, and it only costs $1 to message me. On SextPanther, when you video call me, we don’t have to go to a separate platform to play. It’s all in the app. Make the switch to SP and connect with me instantly!

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  • I Have Finally Caught My Dad Peeping On My While I Piss

    You have no idea how long I have been trying to catch this fucking guy! Every time I have to use the toilet, it feels like someone is watching me. It’s this creepy feeling of being stalked that only a male human can make a woman feel. However, I know my stalker, and you’ll never guess who it is! My father! My father is such a creep for watching me piss, and you won’t believe how I found out about his piss peeping Tom shenanigans! One night, early in the morning, about 3 a.m., I went to use my bathroom and saw him hiding in my bathroom closet. I did not make a scene. He needed to believe that I could not see him, but I had a plan for his ass.

    A month later, I brewed coffee for my parents as I always do, but this time I put a shrinking agent in his. Coffee is a diuretic, and I, of course, excuse myself to use the bathroom as I do even morning to take my morning Queen piss and shit. And like clockwork, this piss peeping bitch follows me and tries to hide. However, there is no hiding for the predictable bitch! I have caught him red-handed, piss watcher! I confront him immediately! He tried so hard to explain himself, but I had no mercy. At the snap of my fingers, the shrinking agent is activated, and he is reduced to a tiny little toilet bitch!

    Now that he is damn near microscopic, I toy with him. I lick him and tell him about the next steps. My dad was shocked at how evil I could be, and it of course made his tiny little cock harder. However, this annoyed me, so I began to tell him my plans to end him! I explain to my tiny piss peeping father that I am going to swallow his tiny, shrunken body whole! I describe to him how the shrinking agent is also an immortal elixir so he will be undigestible and alive during it all. He is reminded of his sins and that his ending will be in the sewer directly from my shitty black asshole! I don’t think he took the speech very well!

    Evil Ebony Shrinks Her Piss Peeping Step Father Down To A Tiny, Eats Him, And Threatens To Push Him Out Her Asshole (custom video)

    Goddess Aspen Aires has known about her stepfather peeping on her while she uses the toilet. So in order to get her revenge, she put a shrinking agent in his morning coffee and waited patiently. When her stepfather started shrinking, she laughed maniacally as he grew smaller and smaller until he was no bigger than a pea. Without hesitation, she picked him up and popped him into her mouth, savoring the taste of her now tiny stepfather. She then leaned in close to him, whispering menacingly that if he ever dared to peep on her again, she would push him out of her asshole without a second thought. With a shiver of fear, her stepfather vowed to never cross her again. The piss peeping stepfather begged for mercy as he found himself reduced to a tiny size, trapped inside Ebony’s stomach. But she only laughed menacingly, enjoying the power she held over him. With a wicked gleam in her eye, she taunted him with the threat of being expelled from her body through her backside. The stepfather shuddered in fear, realizing he was at the mercy of this evil woman. He desperately pleaded for forgiveness, promising to never peep on anyone again. Goddess Aspen Aires just cackled with delight at his desperation, relishing her control over him. She enjoyed seeing him squirm and suffer, reveling in the fear and helplessness she instilled in him. With a wicked grin, she whispered, “You should have thought about the consequences before invading my privacy.” And with that, the stepfather’s fate was sealed as he awaited his disgusting expulsion from her body.]

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  • Ass Slave Gets On His Knees For Two Juicy Black Booties

    “He probably looks like he wants to cum. Oh my God. Don’t you fucking cum.”

    Goddess Sunny Soles, circa 2024 in QBM’s Ass Dummy 4

    It’s a humid Saturday night in Atlanta, Georgia, and I have decided to invite my juicy butt girlfriend, Goddess Sunny, over to humiliate my dedicated ass bitch. Upon her arrival, the ass slave makes sure to serve us meat and cheese with crackers, along with a sparkling wine. After we are satiated, we are told to rub our soles. We remind him that if he massages our soles very well, we will allow him to stroke to our juicy asses. Of course, he is excited to stroke for two hot Ebony asses! There is no man on the planet Earth who can deny two juicy black booties jiggling up and down in their faces.

    The circumference on that thing. It’s bigger than your fucking head. All that black ass. It’s bigger than your dick. Oh my god, he couldn’t even put his dick in there.”

    Goddess Aspen Aires, circa 2024 in QBM’s Ass Dummy 4

    After the ass slave has finished massaging our feet, we command him to get naked, prostrate in front of our juicy booties, and watch closely. It didn’t take long for this wanking ass bitch to start oozing beta cum from his little clitoral cock for us. Our juicy, black booties are so hard to resist, we really couldn’t blame him for being a sucker for our asses. We made fun of his ass addiction while we bounced and teased our gigantic black asses in his face. Goddess Sunny showed him no mercy as she likened his arousal to our bouncing asses as a “horny teenage loser.” This ass slave was so embarrassed by that comment that he started leaking more. His embarrassment turned him on even more.

    “Calm down. Look at him. He’s having convulsions. He can’t catch a breath. Catch a breath. Oh, my God. What is wrong with you? Yeah, put more ass in his face. Make it worse for him.”

    Goddess Sunny Soles, circa 2024 in QBM’s Ass Dummy 4

    More and more, we bounced, jiggled, and teased him as he stroked for us. It looked like he was almost about to cum when Goddess Sunny immediately reminded him of his position. I even felt bad for the little pumper; I would have let him squirt that hot cum out of his cock for my ass. However, Goddess Sunny was less impressed by the idea and decided that our ass slave should hold his cum inside of his swollen sack. I couldn’t imagine getting so close for it to be taken away. We laughed in his face and went on our way, leaving him in the room all alone. I bet he squirted for our asses anyway. Males are so weak.

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  • Bun$

    Bun$

    You get so hard for my buns, don’t you? Every jiggle of my sexy buns makes you fucking weaker. So much jiggly booty. So much ass. What would you be without my ass? You can’t think of anything else but booty. It’s truly all you want. You want a stroke to ass every night. Sniff the scent of my ass buns, bitch boy.  Ah ha ha! 

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  • Goddess Aspen Aires Releases New Toilet Slavery For Her Hungry Slaves

    Goddess Aspen Aires Releases New Toilet Slavery For Her Hungry Slaves

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    I know that you have been waiting for me. to make another toilet clip for you, brown noser. You are a brown waste-eating pig! Once you became my toilet, it was over! There will be no more sex for you as a toilet. Your joy and sexual release are now found in pumping to be toilet paper. Imagine me dumping brown loads onto your face each morning and forcing you to consume each morsel of my brown nuggets. You serve women this way because you know you are unworthy of an actual partnership with a real woman. You’re not a normal male. You’re a toilet pig! Forget about pussy. Pussy’s not for losers like you.

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  • The Queen Of BBC

    A digital artwork featuring a striking contrast between fantasy and elegance. A tall, elegant figure with dark skin and a voluminous auburn afro hairstyle stands majestically in a luxurious, baroque-style room with intricate gold detailing and large chandeliers. She wears a long, form-fitting emerald green gown with a mermaid silhouette and a deep neckline, exuding grace and confidence. To her side, a piglet, anthropomorphized with human-like features, is dressed in a classic black tuxedo with a white shirt and black bow tie, seated on a wooden bench. The surreal assembly of characters in a setting that reflects opulence and historical richness creates a whimsical yet sophisticated scene

    Brandon received an alert at 7 a.m. The sound was loud and unfamiliar. It abruptly woke him up. Brandon swiftly reached for the phone to investigate the nature of the alert. His wife, Ashley, peacefully slept beside him. Surprisingly, it turned out to be an invitation. Surprisingly, this contact was not included in his contact list, and the number was not a typical one. Brandon carefully observed the number “BBC69” displayed on the screen, making sure he was interpreting it accurately. Intrigued, he decides to open the invitation. Upon opening the message, he is greeted with a video featuring an elegant woman. She possesses striking features, including long ginger hair, high cheekbones, and full lips. She is dressed in a sleek black crocodile leather suit. With a hint of hesitation, he presses the play button.

    “Allow me to introduce myself: Emerald Dixon. Join me for an exclusive gathering at my private soirée. The event will take place at a location that has not been revealed. Before you consider closing this video, assuming that it’s spam. Please review the attachment I recently sent to your phone.”

    After exploring the message, he finds videos and photographs from a past visit to Las Vegas that he may find embarrassing. As he examines the attachment, a sense of horror washes over him. He proceeds to play the video, continuing the message.

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  • 10 Humiliating Affirmations

    10 Humiliating Affirmations

    You seem to be stuck in a continuous cycle of consuming adult content. Watching adult content can provide a temporary escape from the stresses of daily life. There has always been a constant presence of adult content available to you. You’re quite extraordinary. No, you seem to be someone who may benefit from reevaluating how you spend your time online. You seem to have lost all hope of ever having a feline companion again. Humility is all you need. Embracing your vulnerability and your inner strength. I believe you’re extremely inadequate and unimpressive. You feel trapped in a life without intimacy and find solace in the company of adult content. I am here to worsen your issues. I have prepared 10 affirmations that may help you reflect on certain aspects of yourself. You will need to listen to this affirmation tape six times a day. Take it three times in the morning and three times at night.

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  • The Black Femdom Agenda: The Dinner Party

    The Black Femdom Agenda: The Dinner Party

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    “Welcome back, Subject 129. You have been transferred back to our Labortories. We are going to run a scan on your vitals. We will also be scanning the amount of semen you have collected. Please stay still. Moving during this process will cause a loss of consciousness, requiring a complete reboot. A complete reboot would cause a loss of memory. Scanning now.” Doctor Ereskinaga spoke into the intercom’s mic.

    (scanning sounds, booting up, powering down sounds)                

    “Perfect! Subject 129, please remain still. We are entering the testing room.”

    The two doctors descended from their stations and entered the testing room. Emma is lying on the cold metal patient bed, awaiting their inspection.

    “Subject 129, we are going to insert tubes into your vaginal canal, anus, and mouth to begin our sperm data collection. We see that during your stay in Urban Neighborhood Dash 4, 5, 9, you were able to collect 1000 black male sperm samples. We also have all of these interactions recorded on a disk. These will not be available to you as they are property of Shayroom Labs. Please be still while we plug our extraction tubes into you.” Doctor Ninsurnaga looked down at Emma, smiling and rubbing her hair to provide her with reassurance.

    In the corner of the room, Doctor Ereskinaga was collecting the large penis-like tubes and preparing them for insertion into Emma’s cream-filled holes. Emma happened to catch a glimpse of the large, intimidating cock tubes she was preparing and started to get nervous. It was inconceivable that she could have ingested those enormous cock tubes after consuming a thousand enormous black cocks.

    “Um, Docs, I’m not comfortable with those tubes. Are…are you sure that they are necessary?” Emma stammered. But Emma was met with silence. The doctors did not acknowledge her words. Doctor Ninsurnaga continued to stare down at Emma, her face looking eviler and more sinister than before. The silence in the room caused Emma to feel uneasy, but she was afraid to stand up to these deviously intelligent black queens. They are the reason that she has her new life as Emma. She doesn’t want to return to hiding her homosexuality as Mr. Silverstein. In a flash, her thoughts are interrupted by three large cock tubes entering her mouth, ass, and pussy.

    The pain was excruciating. Emma felt the pressure of the suction and the various sperm liquids being sucked from her receptacles. She reasoned that if she screamed, the cock tube in her mouth would descend further down her throat.

    Doctor Ninursaga started to speak to Emma in a soft but sinister tone. “Subject 129, there is no need for you to be concerned.” This is a component of our White Sissy initiative. Do you feel the sensation of all their slime and repulsiveness being expelled from your body? Are you experiencing the sensation of the fluid exiting your vaginal opening? Are you experiencing the sensation of your buttocks being satisfactorily occupied, as you first sought to experience without any restrictions? This is the procedure we follow while conducting experiments on our Caucasian male participants. You are currently nothing more than a test mouse.” She burst out laughing; however, Doctor Ereskinaga was not pleased. Ereskinaga cut her eyes at Doctor Ninursaga and snapped at her in their native tongue.

    “Choom-bah kee-myah, sah-sah!” (phonetic pronunciation of swahili, ‘come to the lab”)

    The two women disappeared out of the room. Emma could hear them whispering in their native tongue, but she did not understand them. The process of purifying her of the cum she had accumulated was not enjoyable. The cock tubes pumped her in and out of all her holes. While they were sucking black male semen from her holes, she experienced uncontrollable orgasms. It was as if it was sucking and pumping her holes simultaneously. She couldn’t moan, yell, or stop what was happening. She was completely helpless and on her own.

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